sarahloo
She’s that peachy puffin with the awesome alto voice. Tooting on her pitch pipe, gushing about Nick Jonas, and crying at movies are her loves. Whenever you need someone to stare at for laughing inappropriately she’ll be there. Shouts in the night are probably her sleeptalking. She’ll pull pranks with you any day(:
heeey.
ORIENTATION WAS FREAKING AWESOME.
Campfire night! There wasn't really a campfire because it rained halfway and we had to do it in the hall instead): yeah but the treasure hunt and practicing for the skit was funfun. I didn't get to be the gay robber I got the part of some bimbo in a scarf that the hero dude likes hmph.
Hahaha chengcheng and I were sabo-ed by the other people in our group to dance on stage. Would you believe it to Bad Romance. Completely humiliating gosh. We only went up there to get points but we didn't win in the end, sadly. Ah well we got best cheer(: Now shze thinks I sound like chuck/a man.
First day of school today where there was this ceremony during which our seniors had to pin the badge on our collars. It was supposed to be guy to guy and girl to girl but there weren't enough girls so this really tall guy did for me. Super awkward and I didn't know where to look while he was jamming the pin into my hardhard collar><
And then they just randomly announced "Today will be a short day. School ends at 10:20." -cue massive cheers from student body- Heh I didn't even have lessons.
Got assembled into our groups as well and I'm seated in between two awesome girls Claudia and Priscilla yay. There were like five positions on the class commitee and one of them is something to do with welfare. Which I got nominated for and know zilch about hahaha. But I'm happy :D
I LOVE YOU YNNTNG! DON'T BE STRESSED JUST TRUST AND OBAHEY.
ohmybiscuit)):
Sorry about the scary post. Feeling much better now, thanks for the words of comfort.
I feel like this holiday is disappearing fast. It's like a rope that I'm clinging on to. Fifteen. I'll be exploring a entirely different environment, and what scares me is that I'll have to let go.
Wake me up, when september ends.
I can't even carry a conversation with them. Sure, we talk about the usual things, like "How's your day at work?" and crap like that but they are like friends they you've known too long to break up with, but secretly find annoying so you hold them at arm's length.
There's my father. A total control freak. Every one of our family friends always ask him to be less involved in my life. When I was in primary school and whenever I wanted to go out, my friends had to beg him. It's the most humiliating thing ever. He agrees to let me and smiles and acts like a relaxed parent. It's when I get home that he corners me, twists words around and asks if I'm out to embarrass him. It's only when I came into secondary school that I learnt to stand up for myself.
My mother always, always gives in to my father. I always had to fight my own battles. But everyone has an outlet for anger, right? She takes it out on me. Her mood swings can take her to screaming at me and crying up a fit because I would rather read a book than sit with her at dinner. In every argument, she plays the victim. She's a mastermind at laying guilt traps in her speech. And my tail gets caught every single time.
Fuck her for making me cry.
Wednesday, January 13
(how sweet is that.)
I'm down with a fever. Like every school year for the past three years, gah.
Anyway, skipped school today and spent most of it listening to emo songs. And bad singers on American Idol.
How does ivorywireandpearls.blogspot sound. Peaches get boring fast.
See the ynntng(heh, can't get enough of it) emoey side of me yet?
Anyway, skipped school today and spent most of it listening to emo songs. And bad singers on American Idol.
How does ivorywireandpearls.blogspot sound. Peaches get boring fast.
See the ynntng(heh, can't get enough of it) emoey side of me yet?
Monday, January 11
ORIENTATION WAS FREAKING AWESOME.
Campfire night! There wasn't really a campfire because it rained halfway and we had to do it in the hall instead): yeah but the treasure hunt and practicing for the skit was funfun. I didn't get to be the gay robber I got the part of some bimbo in a scarf that the hero dude likes hmph.
Hahaha chengcheng and I were sabo-ed by the other people in our group to dance on stage. Would you believe it to Bad Romance. Completely humiliating gosh. We only went up there to get points but we didn't win in the end, sadly. Ah well we got best cheer(: Now shze thinks I sound like chuck/a man.
First day of school today where there was this ceremony during which our seniors had to pin the badge on our collars. It was supposed to be guy to guy and girl to girl but there weren't enough girls so this really tall guy did for me. Super awkward and I didn't know where to look while he was jamming the pin into my hardhard collar><
And then they just randomly announced "Today will be a short day. School ends at 10:20." -cue massive cheers from student body- Heh I didn't even have lessons.
Got assembled into our groups as well and I'm seated in between two awesome girls Claudia and Priscilla yay. There were like five positions on the class commitee and one of them is something to do with welfare. Which I got nominated for and know zilch about hahaha. But I'm happy :D
I LOVE YOU YNNTNG! DON'T BE STRESSED JUST TRUST AND OBAHEY.
Wednesday, January 6
And the sky's the same as your own, do you think of me?
Thats's me and chengcheng from chong cheng :DDD We're in the same orientation group and totally bonded cos we have the shortest skirts and double piercings hahaha.
First day of orientation was just the seniors screaming like crazy. Oh the millions of cheers we had to learn too, and the hugeass orientation tee in bright orange. There are like twelve girls and three guys in my group we are so not bonded. I thought I wouldn't know anyone but rachelchia and amrit from tps were around! Amrit's in my group heh.
Omg I suck at mass dance. Prata man, running man, stepkickman, crossover man? The uniform material is waaay thick and I got sweaty fast. I can't do running man.
Love my leaders though there's Sarah(!) Tan and Nicholas(!!!) idkwhathissurnameis. Something like Tang or Ting. They acted in this video where macho xXx man falls in love with Jane (oheeoheeooooo) and has to stop a bank robbery. The video was uncompleted so they said we have to make our own video and finish the story. I call dibs on the gay bank robber :D
I am jgsdaksdfdfjdsk pissed off at the admin woman who said shoes had to be white based. Total waste of a hundred bucks that I blew on Geox trainers): I would have bought new converses instead sigh.
Oh yes and I found my dog! He was a thousand miles away at this nursing home and apparently all the maids and grandmas loved him. I don't know what they fed him maaan his poo is green.
Taaa, real tired.
Thats's me and chengcheng from chong cheng :DDD We're in the same orientation group and totally bonded cos we have the shortest skirts and double piercings hahaha.
First day of orientation was just the seniors screaming like crazy. Oh the millions of cheers we had to learn too, and the hugeass orientation tee in bright orange. There are like twelve girls and three guys in my group we are so not bonded. I thought I wouldn't know anyone but rachelchia and amrit from tps were around! Amrit's in my group heh.
Omg I suck at mass dance. Prata man, running man, stepkickman, crossover man? The uniform material is waaay thick and I got sweaty fast. I can't do running man.
Love my leaders though there's Sarah(!) Tan and Nicholas(!!!) idkwhathissurnameis. Something like Tang or Ting. They acted in this video where macho xXx man falls in love with Jane (oheeoheeooooo) and has to stop a bank robbery. The video was uncompleted so they said we have to make our own video and finish the story. I call dibs on the gay bank robber :D
I am jgsdaksdfdfjdsk pissed off at the admin woman who said shoes had to be white based. Total waste of a hundred bucks that I blew on Geox trainers): I would have bought new converses instead sigh.
Oh yes and I found my dog! He was a thousand miles away at this nursing home and apparently all the maids and grandmas loved him. I don't know what they fed him maaan his poo is green.
Taaa, real tired.
Friday, January 1
MY DOG IS MISSING!ohmybiscuit)):
Wednesday, December 30
Sorry about the scary post. Feeling much better now, thanks for the words of comfort.
I feel like this holiday is disappearing fast. It's like a rope that I'm clinging on to. Fifteen. I'll be exploring a entirely different environment, and what scares me is that I'll have to let go.
Wake me up, when september ends.
Monday, December 28
I feel like I don't know my family any more. And my family doesn't know me.I can't even carry a conversation with them. Sure, we talk about the usual things, like "How's your day at work?" and crap like that but they are like friends they you've known too long to break up with, but secretly find annoying so you hold them at arm's length.
There's my father. A total control freak. Every one of our family friends always ask him to be less involved in my life. When I was in primary school and whenever I wanted to go out, my friends had to beg him. It's the most humiliating thing ever. He agrees to let me and smiles and acts like a relaxed parent. It's when I get home that he corners me, twists words around and asks if I'm out to embarrass him. It's only when I came into secondary school that I learnt to stand up for myself.
My mother always, always gives in to my father. I always had to fight my own battles. But everyone has an outlet for anger, right? She takes it out on me. Her mood swings can take her to screaming at me and crying up a fit because I would rather read a book than sit with her at dinner. In every argument, she plays the victim. She's a mastermind at laying guilt traps in her speech. And my tail gets caught every single time.
Fuck her for making me cry.